I definitely need to develop a new habit. I’ve been a lazy bum since forever. I don’t know why but every time I am home I am always in my bed. I don’t even get up—just to eat and then I’d go back and always end up taking a nap.
I like to do something during my days off but my laziness gets the better of me. I always make excuses—like now—that “it’s my only day off,” “I am going to catch some sleep,” “I’m tired,” yada, yada, yada. It feels like I just spend the rest of the day sleeping. I feel like I’m wasting a lot of time.
Should I start doing a to-do-list for the week? Should I make a schedule? LOL I honestly hate waking up early 🤣 and I don’t even eat breakfast. Maybe I should start my day early, work out for at least half an hour and then eat breakfast. Have a cup of coffee to keep myself awake so I could do things.
Yeah, maybe I should do that so I could be more productive.
Okay, an update to this post:
My fiancé had a bike accident yesterday (Friday, August 28th). He’s fine aside from his left eye that’s swollen and he’s wearing a neck brace for precaution. An x-ray has been done and it showed that his bone; I guess the first 2 bones on the spine (C1 and/or C2)—might be fractured. The doctor wasn’t sure whether it is broken or it’s just how the picture was taken and it might be normal. The doctor said that she’ll ask another colleague about it and we’ll let him know if it’s serious or a CT scan needs to be done.
I was honestly angry when I got a call from him letting me know that he was in ER. He didn’t want me to go to the hospital at first because he thought I might yell at him. I wouldn’t do that in front of our colleagues, of course. I’ve already done that through texts. When I saw him in the room—with the neck brace on—I fought hard not to hit his goddamn head. Then he had the audacity to actually refused pain medication; the doctor “overpowered” it though. When the nurse gave him like 5 pills he’s like bargaining on how many pills he should just take. I told him firmly to just take it. When all the assessments were done, and we’re about to go home, he wanted to drive his truck—I was really on the verge of telling him to fight me in order for him to do whatever he wanted.
Geez! I cannot believe how stubborn he is! This is the man I’m going to marry and will be spending the rest of my life with. Am I ready with this? LOL! The thing is, I learned (from the past) that arguing with him and telling him not to do stuff, does not actually work. Just let him do whatever he wants and he will just realize it himself and stop on his own.
Anyway, that’s how I spent my weekend. Stay safe everyone!
