I don’t know why, but I am feeling a bit blue today. Not too sure whether I am bored or what. But definitely not okay. I guess I feel somewhat disappointed too.
Silly things—I had my third hair appointment today and was hoping—really hoping that the hair stylist would dye my hair the way I wanted it to be. She didn’t. My hair stayed blonde and I really thought she’d dye it grey this time. Sigh. Then I had to cancel an appointment because my fiancé was thinking we should just reschedule it because my student loan might negatively affect our pre-approval for mortgage. My point is, the lady that we were supposed to talk with will advice and help us on what to do. But I guess he does not understand that part. Well, whatever.
I got pissed off easily today too. I caught myself couple of times almost snapping at my dad for just asking simple questions. I guess I don’t have the capacity to socialize today? Maybe I was hangry? I dunno, but I really feel blue. Maybe I’m mentally exhausted? Or maybe it’s my period?
Since I am feeling this way, I decided that I should list at least 5 things I am grateful for today:
I am grateful for…
…Arriving home safe from my hair appointment.
…The hair stylist who didn’t gave up and tried her best to lighten my hair. She also made sure that I don’t walked out of the salon looking funny because of my stubborn roots.
…A short line on Starbucks’ drive-thru because I’m craving for iced matcha latte so bad.
…For my mom because she lent me her car as my car can’t be use to drive in the city anymore *sigh*. And for my dad because he cooked supper (he always does)
…And for my dog for loving me still despite of me yelling at her for barking at strangers all the time.
Mundane things I know, but I am trying to practice being grateful no matter how small or simple things are. I actually have a journal for it but I am just too lazy to write on it.
That’s it for today. I will do my best to update more often. LOL Who am I kidding? Might update again in a month or so.
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