I am very ashamed to say this. Really. And I don’t have any plan on confessing until today.
Anyways, I’ve mentioned before that I got a dog from a vet clinic, right? When I got her, I walked her every day. I didn’t missed a day and sometimes I walked her at day and at night. And it was winter. But then, recently, I stopped doing it. I don’t know if I’m too busy or just too lazy to do it. I am aware that I have to make a schedule to walk my pet however, I always say: “I’ll do it tomorrow. I’m too tired to walk.” I’m starting to hate myself because of this.
I mean, why can’t I do it like before? WHY AM I SO LAZY TO WALK MY OWN DOG AND COMPLAIN WHY SHE’S SO EXCITED AND FULL OF ENERGY ALL THE TIME? WHY? So, I made my decision. Tomorrow at 9am, I’ll walk her. No excuses this time. If I’ll break this rule, I have to punish myself by doing something I really hate — DISHES. It won’t be 9am everyday though because of my schedule at work. I’m 3pm-11pm for the rest of August so I might do it every morning. As soon as I wake up. Oh please don’t let my laziness take over me TT__TT Really have to do this. For Luna and for me. That’s it. Let’s see what’ll happen tomorrow. Unless it’ll rain. LOL.
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